No one is probably reading this…..

So I was stalking people on facebook as usual lol, when i came across someone’s 25 random things. They were talking about their blogging, so I figured I’d add an entry to mine.
Life is really crazy, I feel like I have so much free time, but don’t at the same time. If that makes any sense. There are so many things that I do in my life, but I procrastinate so much I don’t do half the things I need to do. I’m involved in so much and always have stuff to do, yet I never want to do anything. Like right now . I have a test tomorrow and still have to catch up on like 6 hours of reading, shoot me now please. I should have done all this reading last week, however I didn’t want to do and still don’t. In order to pass this test I really need to do this.
Plus, I have another test on Friday, which I have no time to study for. My Thursdays are crazy busy, and i barely have times to eat, let alone do homework or study. So pretty much I don’t care about my test on Friday, there I said it.
Well, I probably should get to doing some of that reading before class…….

College Life :)

College freaking rocks, i LOVE it! things are always pretty crazy, i feel like im always doing something. except for right now haha, im so bored i decided to blog there is so much to do at college, there is always something going on, and i want to do everything but don’t have the time to do that haha. I’m involved in everything i feel like and then i feel like theres so many other things to do. I made a sweet facebook page for the West Volusia Young Life, I’m kind of proud of that haha. I’m starting to miss home a little bit I wish i could watch some of my friends from back home playing soccer, or i wish i could be on a team. I’m missing that a lot. College is so much different than high school. I like it a lot, but there are things that i miss from back home……

The Media

Well, there are many parts that make up the media, there is television, newspapers, magazines, movies, and billboards. All these things have a strong influence on people’s minds. I know when I watch television that it influences the way I think sometimes, and I sometimes think that I can get that perfect world the media teaches us about. The media displays this perfect world where nothing can go wrong, and the majority of teens believe this and end up getting hurt. The media gives us specific messages that we don’t even realize effect us. So many people are influenced by the media and live their lives similarly to those people in the media because of all the advertisement. The media has a great impact on everyone’s mind without anyone realizing this. There are so many things that can be put into the media, and anyone can put something into the media. Since there are so many forms of the media, there are so many mores ways for people to be influenced by it.

Done!

So high school is basically done! I have tomorrow and then a half day on friday and i have no more classes. Graduation is in 10 days!!!! I’m so pumped, I can’t wait to get out of high school. I’m finished everything I need to do for all my classes except journalism, which isn’t too bad. I need to either write another blog or an article. It’s basically summer for me now!!! Life can’t get any sweeter than this.

Crazy Life!

I’m supposed to go to a lacrosse game on saturday to see Johns Hopkins in the quarter final game of Division 1. But I have to work and there is no way I can switch with anyone becasue everyone is already working on Saturday. So basically I’m real pissed cause I really wanted to go, but I can’t anymore. We were gonna tailgate twice and get to see the most awesome lacrosse game ever , but no I have to work. But, if they win on Saturday I can go to the game on Monday, which would be sweet. Oh, and then yesterday my brother’s car broke down, and apparently that’s my fault because my dad yelled at me for not helping him. When my dad called me looking for my mom. So whenever something happens and I can’t help out, it’s my fault. But afterwards my dad apologized for yelling at me so that made things better.

AP :(

So I took my first and last AP exam that I will ever have to take this morning for Calculus. I’m pretty sure I bombed it. I just spaced out and forgot like everything. Everything seemed so much harder than what we went over and learned in class. I really wish I didn’t have to take the exam, I’m planning on retaking Calculus when I go to college so I see no point in taking the exam it’s not like I want tthe credit. If I didn’t learn the things to begin with I’m not gonna remember them 6 months after I learned them, and I’ll most likely forget everything over the summer. So basically AP exams are pointless in my opinion. You can’t always tell how smart someone is by making them take a test. I am a horrible test taker I always blank out and forget everything, but I can remember a lot in class when we go over stuff and do things in class.

The Weekend

Yay, it’s Friday!!!! I’m so excited for this weekend, i can’t even explain it. I’m going to Saranac Lake in upper state New York this weekend. It is the most gorgeous place I’ve ever been to around here. The lake is huge with so much to do. We can go sailing, parasailing, tubing, water skiing, wake boarding, knee boarding, basically anything on a boat. We are going up for a work weekend for Young Life to set up the water front for the summer. There’s about 20 or so people going up this weekend to help out. That’s more kids then we have signed up to actually go to camp. This is gonna be awesome, and so much fun. We only have to work tomorrow and we get tonight and all day Sunday to do whatever we want there. The camp is huge so there’s so many places to go. There’s a game room and the cabins are really nice. It’s almost like sleeping in my own bed. The bedding is so comfortable, I always want to take it with me when I go. I’m so excited

Graduation

Ok so our last day of classes is 16 days away!! I have so much to do before then. I am feeling very overwhelmed and stressed. I have about 4 papers to write over the next 2 weeks, and I have to finish my calculus final tonight. I thought fourth quarter was supposed to be fun, but I am just very overwhelmed with so much work.
On a positive note, we got our graduation invitations today, and we can give them out finally. This is one thing we can check off the list of the many things we have to do for graduation. We still have to buy our decorations, and get simple things like tape and poster board and big rolls of white paper. There are so many little things you don’t think you need but you have to get to make everything work. We established a new place to have our senior banquet at. It’s going to be in town so it is easier for transportation and I believe we can let more people come, which is good for the guests we are inviting.
I just can’t wait for the next 2 weeks to be over, I have to do so much work and do so many things for graduation.

High School

There’s 14 days left of classes for me, and I graduate high school in less than a month. I cannot wait. So we were supposed to have our senior banquet at the Goten, but apparently they will be under construction when we are supposed to have our banquet. So now we have just about a week, not even, to find a new place to have our senior banquet. I thought the end of high school was supposed to be easy, but I guess not. This year has been really stressful, and not very easy at all. I’ve had to do more work this year than I had to do last year, and I’m starting to think college will be the same way. I’m just glad I’ll have the whole summer to relax, and be able to do whatever I want.

Busy, Busy, Busy

This weekend is packed full of things to do. My life is so busy lately I barely have time to just sit down and relax, usually I get the weekend to do that. But, this weekend I can’t even do that. On Saturday I have to work from 10-5 then at 5 i have to go straight to Wyld Life, which is a basically hanging out with middle school kids for a few hours. We put on a club for them where we start off with an event, and this time we are going to a baseball field and playing games like kickball, etc. Then we go back to Dave’s house, who is the head leader of this whole thing. At Dave’s we sing songs, play more messy games, show video clips, and do skits. It is so much fun planning all of this and hanging out with theses kids, but it gets to be very stressful when things don’t go according to plan. I have a lot to do before Saturday night, I’m supposed to make the list of who is on what team for the games we are playing before club. It is so hard to figure out what person is good at this and how to separate out all the teams so they are all equal. I feel really stressed out lately, and I feel like I’m involved in too much sometimes. But, I’d rather alwasy have something to do then just sit around and do nothing.